I am scared that my perception of you are all just in my mind. When you are not that perfect guy that I am waiting for, what can I fall into after knowing that?
I have prepared myself all this while just for you and in the end it's my silly heart who put me in this decision, can I blame my heart? No. My brain? No. Life? No.
I believe everything happened for a reason and I hope I can wise up after this knowing, sometimes it's just all in my mind. I think I am going crazy but who isn't in this fucked up world~