I believe the fact that I didn't manage to score a place there is totally because I'm a Chinese.
Call me ignorant or racist but that's how I want to think right now.
Judge all you want.
(The place is surrounded by Malay 100%)
Of cos they would choose the Malay girl over me.
What was I thinking?
I should have a back up a place in case I got rejected,
(I never thought things like this would ever happened to me)
A bloody good crash at my ego.
Having good results can do shit these days.
I've been frantically searching for a new place to apply for my internship placement since the moment I got the bad news.
The thing is, I need to confirm my internship placement by next week. =(
And the fact that I still have tons of assignment to be finished by end of this week, NOT GOOD.
I'm suppose to have my semester break holiday right now! Even for a week!
"Failure is not an option - because it doesn’t exist. Failure is just one critical step on the path to success. You can start over any time you choose, no matter what mistakes you made in the past. You can change anything with a new attitude and ...new mindset. Winners know that it’s the comeback that counts."~Unknown
I'm trying my best to be optimistic here.
Please pray for my interview tomorrow.
Crossing fingers, hairs, legs and every single part of my body that can be cross.
Now playing: Backstreet Boys - Straight Through My Heart (Soldier Down)