Saturday, June 27, 2009


Since when a friend is not a friend anymore?

Do you bitch about each other behind the back?

Do you start to spill all the supposedly secrets?

Or other mean and unthoughtful stuff to each other?

I hope that I don't do that.

If I ever do that in the future,
I hope that I would have the conscious to stop whatever that I'm doing at that time.

I'm not that kind of person and I don't want to be that kind of person.

Just because a friendship or relationship ends does not mean that the other person is a bad person.
Nor does it mean that the other person is a jerk/assh*le or crazy.
Nor does it mean that the other person never cared about you or any of those things we often say.
It simply means that it wasn’t meant to work out and though it is horrible and unfortunate and sometimes heartbreaking, it’s NOT the end of the world.
Other friends will come along, other boyfriends and girlfriends will come along. Sometimes things just aren’t meant to be.
And that has to be OKAY.

It has to be okay because otherwise what do we have?

— Samantha Mott

You were my best friend and now, it seems like we don't know each other.

It still hurts.

I wish I knew how to repress everything.

I know it takes time. Lots of it.

Things has to be okay.

I know it. I'm gonna take all my time to be okay with it.

Now playing: Bloc Party - One More Chance
via FoxyTunes


Mandy said...

Sorry to hear this, but yep, take all the time you need. It'll get better in time.

*pats Loy on the shoulder* :)

rcLoy said...

Thanks Mandy.